Month: March 2017

anxiety, art, lazy, life, motivation, stress

“Man, when you lose your laugh you lose your footing.” ― Ken Kesey, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest

All I can do is try to laugh.  I am trying to do the right things so that I can get my motivation levels up, but the adjustment combined with the lack of sleep is not making it easy.  All of the ideas that I am working on are halted.  What’s a girl to do? …

alcohol, anxiety, beer, life, motivation, stress

it’s insomnia kids you know its drivin’ me crazy …

“Turn out the lights lie my head down, I lie my head down I close my eyes.  Now all I do girl is lie here I think I’ll die here insomnia.” – The Dirty Heads Because the brutal allergies and sinus headaches from mucosal disease of the sinuses is just not enough to send me …

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Some days you just wake up and feel like a sad clown masturbating on the toilet.

Let me start off by saying that I really do not advise anyone to actually do a Google image search for “sad clown masturbating on toilet.”  You won’t really find what you are looking for.  I actually have an image of a sad clown masturbating on the toilet, it was unfortunately a little small, fuzzy, …

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I never said that I didn’t suck …

“Mr. Muscle forcing bursting; Stingy thingy into little me, me, me; But just “ripple” said the cripple; As my jaw dropped to the ground; Smile, smile …” – Antony and the Johnsons So, yeah.  A year of stresses out of my control and I have become invisible.  Barely existing at times, really.  To make matters …